You wanna know why New Yorkers are always do depressed? The light at the end of our tunnel is New Jersey. Such is my case in my history class. There's these 3 neanderthal italians from New Jersey. And they think they're the shit. The funny part is, I don't think any of them know i'm from New york. And probably the only student IN the class who can help them when they DO fuck things up. But that's OK. I think I'll give them one more class before i flip out at them. The first day of class they get on my case about using the term "jock". Which IS a typical high school stereotype. Today when I'm talking about the initial bush scandal one of them pips up about "getting the facts straight". Ok. Fine. They get ONE MORE strike before I've said I've had enough. One more. Before I ignore Malloy, or tell him to shut up, and go off. Because there is no reason for them to sit there and mock other peoples opinion and think they're hot shit when they're from NEW JERSEY of all places. They're ridiculous. I've gotten tired of dealing with stupid prejudices from the south. I am REALLY not about to deal with them from my own people. So to speak. You know what? no. Fuck it. I'm going off about it on tuesday or thursday. Whenever the test isn't. All I'm going to say is that we're all old enough to be in college so we should have matured enough to allow other people there opinions. If you have something intelligent to add to the discussion, fine, but don't mock someone elses opinion by saying things like "get your facts straight" and laughing about it. It's not necessary. And the ENTIRE time I am saying this, I'll look the Terrible Trio dead in their fucking faces with a smirk. Because they are the ringleaders of this stupidity. Well. That particular stupidity. Because there's also a general stupidity shared amongst some of the students and the teacher. Which also needs to end. We got this one kid who sits in the back for the express purpose of being next to a "Hot girl". Great time learning when you're staring at her tits and zoning out huh? I am so glad i Just use that class to write notes. Otherwise I'd end up losing IQ points AND Brain Cells. Fucking asswipes. One of these days....

Anyway. I got the picture I requested from this girl named Sandy. It's fucking awesome. If I could shrink it a little bit....it's make a GREAT tattoo for my shoulder blade or my hip or ankle or something. It's amazing. I wish I had a scanner and could put this on the internet. It's awesome.

What is wrong with guys? Why do they feel that the best girlfriend is a trophy bitch. The type who just sits there and looks pretty. Without a though in her head other than to fuck him and agree with everything he says. And THEN on top of that!!! They turn around and don't want you to be friends with the only friends you have. He's turning this relationship into something I can't get out of. If I don't have any friends outside of him, if we do break up, then I'm left with nothing. I can't just drop my friends and expect to pick them back up when the chips are down for me. That's the rudest thing I can possibly think of. I'm going to remain friends with Quita and the girls. Because as much as he needs "Guys Nights Out" I, respectively need "Girls Nights Out". I love being with him. I love him. What I don't love is this disturbing need of his to have control over my entire life. When I make the attempt to get along with his friends that he either sets me up to dislike OR the friends of his that are just plain stupid and not worth giving the time of day to, the LEAST I should expect is to have the same respect given to my friends. It's not his place to tell me who I can and Cannot be friends with. Just like it's not my place to tell him who HE can and cannot be friends with. However. This time I am making an exception.

.....and then the bastards go and do or say something that makes you forgive them.

Fuck.